Always

In the majestic space of time
Strings tied forth in red
Fingers to the sky
The bonds of fate beats within me

The heart beats for that longing
Always for that longing
Erase this hole that broke through
My blood seeping out

The pain you inflict is tremendous
And leave me paralyzed
But I am still a fool
Always reaching out

My dear friend
Armed with silence
My fears your ammo
The gun aimed at me

My pained screams for you to understand
And I still come forward
Through your shots fired
Still, I come forth

Always for your understanding
With what little is left of me
I dive in
My mind never silenced.

And above I wait
I wait for the courage
To jump to the eternity
To silence my mind

In that free fall
It will always be for that understanding
For that forgiveness
For the memories

My bitter murmur
My pained heart
If only you can silence them as well
My friend